在那厚厚的乌云后藏着美丽的彩虹。。。

Currently Listening to : 梁心頤 - 下雨天

Alright! I'm back~! Hopefully la =)! Exams are coming! It's been pretty stressful these few months :D! Guess I'll still be able to live as long as I believe in myself :P!

Well! Today was Teacher's Day so I finally gotten the guts to perform? :D! Yay~~ Hopefully that video that xin ee♥ took could be uploaded then I can share with you guys :D! I guess I screwed up a bit :x! PA system was too soft... couldn't hear the song... so didn't sing till the very yeng part~ XD! Skipped it cause I thought I was off cue T.T! Go die stupid PA! Ah well... no use crying over spilled milk... better luck next time eh? :D! Anyone know still got what occasions that has performances~~ come call me~~ I wan perform :D! Thx thx~ XD And today I sung Don't Stop Believin - Glee (originally by Journey) with the Show Choir and No Boundaries - Kris Allen, solo~ XD! So yeah :)! Hope you guys enjoyed it if you heard me singing, thanks for rooting also :D! Really... really appreciate it~! :3

So yeah, after that... went to melur~ Got lunch and crapped about a lot :D! Walked back to school, xin ee had to go, so i went to the field with the rest. Later on everyone left, I didn't feel like following so I just sat at the swing... swinging... swinging... -starts to go into movie mode-

荡着秋千,一个人,听着画沙...周围一片安静,只有歌声和鸟儿的鸣叫声,想着很多东西...多到自己也不知道在想什么,也许最近想了太多? 对,是我想太多...整个草场只有我一个...好寂寞,好孤独,好...舒服? 也许...我就真的需要一点时间. 虽然我讨厌寂寞,讨厌孤独,不过今天在草场...就觉得,一个人的感觉也好...不会麻烦到人...一个人对自己说话...一个人读书...一个人想...一个人荡着秋千...一个人活着在自己的世界里...独自一个人在自己的世界里...多讨厌我的世界的锁就是那么复杂... 复杂也好,没人会了解我在说什么,在做什么,有时连我自己也不知道，“值得吗？” 我会问自己。。。就算是一个永远达不到的梦想，只要我试。。。一定会有0.01%成功。。。至少我试过对吧？至少我努力过追求我的梦想。。。也许我就是如此的痴。。。我的梦想是什么？你找到了钥匙，再回来问我，不过也许你找到了钥匙，就不会问我的梦想是什么了。。。唉~ 彩虹。。？哪里有彩虹，告诉我。。。彩虹真的会出现吗？就算出现了，我会看到吗？也许它就被乌云遮住了。。。那，这时风会在哪里？风会在这时吹走乌云让我看见彩虹吗？到时，彩虹还会在吗？真讨厌。。。真的是想太多。。。不过至少写了出来，心情好多了。。。一个人的感觉并不好受。。。你也应该知道。。。自己一个人的感觉是多么的不好受吧，也许表面上你孤独，不过如果你回头看。。。一定有人在那里等着你，准备陪着你，准备为了你的快乐而牺牲，别说没有。。。一定有，只是你看不见而已。当你一个人时，整个世界就是冰冷的，充满了雾，掩饰了你的视线，所以你看不见。。。只要你肯转过头，再走多几步就能渐渐看到一个影子在那里等着你，也许不只是一个。。。而会是几个。。。也许我就是不敢回头看，不敢面对事实吧。千万别和我一样！我是经验丰富的，所以不回头看，对我来说还好 :D 。 当你需要一个人的时候，那个人却不在。。。感觉不好受吧。。。每个人都一样，因为我们都是人。。。都是有感觉的。。。不过如果你需要的那个人不在，你可以来找我～～～！我会在这等着=P! 至于我呢。。。一句话“习惯就好”～　哈哈～别误会，我不在＂一墨＂着～　=P! 哈哈~
所以呢，无论如何，我都会继续往前走。。。继续写我的故事。。。一个永远不会有结局的故事。。。因为，“There are no boundaries” :)!

-movie mode end-
Lol~~ XD Awesomeness :3! Well anyway, everyone's metamorphing, just like a worm... a worm, into a butterfly? or to a moth? or to a worm with wings? or to a different kind of insect? You never know... But no matter what... all of you still have something in common... you were all once a worm :)!

Exams next week! Ugh~ super scared for sejarah~ Didn't study ANYTHING XD! Ah well!! All the best to me~~

EDIT : PLEASE DON'T GET EMO AFTER READING THIS POST!!! O_O!! Or I'll be so guilty >_>!! XD Thx :3~!

This is Kokonuht, signing off :)! (with a smiley face XD!)